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Tragedy No​.​1

by Chaosbay

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1.
he always felt the growing difference from the rest he couldn't determine what it was all about and why he knew that someone's buried in his chest while his father made him heir apparent well he should be proud he waits much too long but what is going wrong oh if I could I know I would erase the fears that poke the fire oh if I could I know I should cease suppressing my desire when all these tears dry I'll make you understand what's slowly getting out of hand cause I've reached a dead end their initiation rites made him a proper boy every morning holds another true-blue toy, a blue toy he's not a man inside but how can it be put right oh if I could…. and when these days are gone he'll have finished with it all "one day all this could be yours, but you gotta behave like a man if you really want it, keep that in mind, now go and find a girl and make her your wife" "my son, we're so proud of you, you're all the world to me, soon you'll be ready to take much more responsibility for your life, I'm sure, I love you" think of all these signs that could be noticed does nothing come to mind will you leave it as it is
2.
times are hard today his wealthy world's gone by and what he will achieve has to be kept inside at least it seems like he cannot bear it anymore but who on earth will open him that door when will he feel lost enough and why has it to be that tough badly wretched but no one cares not even himself, not even himself out there the show is nowadays a living enterprise becoming what it's meant to reduce in past times so full of worlds as clean as common sleeping pills who dares to cross the road will be just killed someone has to wake him up stand by him and make it stop badly wretched but no one cares not even himself, not even himself who dares oh if I could I know I would erase the fears oh if I could I know I would would shed no tears a desperate cloud hangs over me and I can't see the sun I guess I'll get my gun
3.
as you would expect it was going south he's like his own prison there's no way out pure emptiness and terrible drought mother did cry like a marionette admit that she's better off in bed father raged as if he's brain dead useless child dirty fool you're embarrassing a breach of golden rules a life apart from here in upper atmospheres completely disappeared where borders in ourselves get crystal clear the more they shouted the less he thought about what's in his body, he taught himself to stoop cause he's at fault you're untrue mistaken as long as you don't apologize for all feel someone else in here who always sheds those tears who never disappears cause borders in ourselves get crystal clear
4.
oh if I could I know I would erase the fears that poke the fire oh if I could I know I should cease suppressing my desire when all these tears dry I'll make you understand if I could I know I would "and he found himself as a creature that should never have been born struggling with this second ego fleshly or not, but existing in every case dividing him in two lifeless parts meaningless on this earth, meaningless on this screen not even a blain at the edge of society unseen, empty and cold as cold as their hospitals where all of them got rid of sickness and disease sickness and disease referring to the bible's words and what was written between these lines lines of goodness lines of strength without any falsity and phoniness falsity and phoniness cause he's not what he seems to be he's not a smiling suit living in the suburbs of your future and he'll never be cause he's dead, and he has always been like leafless tree, like a never read book like a disgusting boiling slop of aloofness and insecurity without dignity or any kind of support or shelter run for cover like corpses mouldering from the inside still kind of moving but creeping so childishly creeping so childishly craving for life in a world that doesn't deserve anything that left him alone and that left her alone in each other forever and never again drawing wrong conclusions finding an easy solution and no turning back just together finally in eternity"
5.
miracles seem like fairytales but though as close as you want miracles just a phrase in a strange novel they once wrote make one step towards the valley in your dreams where you'll find truth make one step away from sorrow and denial who needs that and who needs you who needs you who needs you...

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released January 30, 2015

produced by Daniel Weber & Chaosbay (2015)
music and lyrics by Jan Listing
keyboards and programming by Jan Listing
recorded and mixed by Daniel Weber
mastered by Jan Listing
published by Melodie der Welt/TMB Publishing
artwork by Francesco De Luca for Amok Studio

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